12 February 2013

Like stars that fall from elsewhere


Like stars that fall from elsewhere, leaking light,
do come the things we don’t expect.
But hear: with open arms I greet them all
though knowing burns as armor won’t protect.

My lover waits and stands on grassy hills
across the clouds between the darkened skies.
It's not the earth that blooms before me, no;
what haunts me softly are my lovers eyes.

listen.


How many times have I slept past
the ripening young age that morning reaches
when it stretches its fingers through shades and over sills

before its skin ages from golden and warm
to white and pale, when rooms are stuffy
and cold things are forced to sweat

like an apple, green and cool
before it has opened its red eyes
to drop from its tree.

How many times have I heard the song
that sweet, sweet song-
the one that can kill the heart with its sweetness

I set my head down on my old pillows,
and turned in a familiar bed inside a strange room
pretending not to want to listen
to tell everyone else

to listen.

To listen to morning’s hands
and strange echoes
and the thumping- 
of apples to the earth and of soaking hearts
and to bare feet as they beat on bonfire ground.

How many more times 
will I be in strange rooms
listening hard, with hot ears and a burning voice,
trying to melt my mouth and body of stone?

luminescent stupor


He traipses and thumps on the pavement, soaked 
and swirling himself 
into a sweet, succulent stupor.  I watch 
as the hems of his walls begin to weave 
slowly- 
just around his feet and barely at the tips of his earthy fingernails 
at first.  With the turns he makes, 
the street lamps make flash floods of light
upon the many plates of his figure.

And in a sudden, endearing jump of body and sound,
his voice electrically pierces the hollow clearing.  
It cracks at the peak of his jazz ballad, as it normally would not
as the decibels swell- 
playing wildly with the air, 
climbing higher than his rhythmically swaying arms. 

precious ground


In a sharp-edged kitchen I stand alone with you.
I can never get warm here 
despite the layers 
and my body prickles as my blood flow becomes sharp and slow.

Meanwhile there is a young girl below it all-
cupping fresh pears with her bare hands,
soft and bare and perfectly imperfect.

I want to tell her that she is right;
pears and apples 
and the hourglass that haunts her 
are all beautiful shapes.

She lives there; but for how long?
What will we try to tell her 
that will tear her roots 
out of this intelligent, precious ground?

19 January 2012

rivers that run beneath our feet

rivers that run beneath our feet
could you have touched the waters
I’m drinking down, I’m drinking now
tracing ripples that remind me of
the drops of honey I saw in your eyes
that could once illuminate me up and down

up and down

up and down all through me

I want to be the curls in your hair
and swim in your secrets
let’s get washed up
and say one word for every pore
and grain of sand we find on our faces
from lying on beach’s edge
side-ways and night-wise
counting and soaking in the stars
whose blinks reach from so far
we are inside a mirage

build my statue out of wood
to one day burn it down 
but make sure you give me 
one more kiss,
swift as the wind bites your cheek cold

this quietly bursts


we exchanged like books the surfaces of our minds
you’re so far to be so close
how far is this far?
we fit together once 
warm contours of our faces
rested against each other
filling in spaces
as love words passed 
between our barely touching lips
each now, merely echo
when sweetness turns aftertaste
the chapter of deep violet blues
unexplainably damaged joy
that quietly bursts and blooms

that heart

that story 

take it from me
it belongs to you

nearly weightless

a little night-bird’s feather brushed her nose
she looked to the right, and in the flood of the orange streetlamp
she saw him standing near the wall
and the time moved like the fall 
of the nearly weightless leaves in mid-October.